Thursday, November 22, 2007
I have finally told my mum and my sis that if i do fail any mods this sem, im gonna quit/drop out of SMU. My mum was like so what u gonna do and my 1st ans was "I don't know!". But then I told her mayb I would go and find a job. Seriously my true ans was my 1st ans cux im really afraid to step into the so called "real-world" because it's gonna get more complicated, as in all the office politics and wad-so-ever and I for one detest these things. I really don't know what should I do now. How? What should I really do? I think im seriously a natural slacker. I hate 9-5 job, i hate schooling. So what should I choose? But seriously studying stresses me out like nobody biz. I rather get shouted at everyday by hotel guests like in Disney than studying and im very sure of this.
ergh! what should I do? I hope to continue to study cux ultimately my wish is to get outta here and studying is the only option but I really cannot stand going thru this over and over again for like 4 yrs! How?!
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